On Brink of the Aides of March

I’m sorry. I promised I would get back to this blog soon enough once work was over but I’m beginning to realize that it may not be that way again (until probably Summer). It’s not that I’m swamped with work but rather, I’m finding myself not needing to express or vent like I use to.

I found friends here who listen, who care, who genuinely respond when I talk to them. I also found an outlet, that is called art,  that I wasn’t able to fully culminate before. I found my purpose.

This feeling may be ephemeral but for now, I don’t think I need this blog anymore. Maybe I’ll come back to it when life gets boring again, when my purpose becomes muddled, and when I wallow in my existence again. But for now, I enjoy this sense of serenity…of sheer inner peace.

I’m not flagging down my friends from high school because they have probably shaped me more than anything else but I think I’ve matured this year to a point where I just don’t need to do the things I use to do.

So for now,

Cheers,

J. Huang

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